(ﾉ ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ *:･ﾟ✧ kawaii days ✧ﾟ

I’m so fucking furious. I had prepared beforehand. I was going to get to sleep early enough. I was tired. And she and her friends kept me up until after 5 in the morning. I went out there a few times and texted her several times. She kept saying “srry” and “well wisper” and then increasing in volume again 20 minutes later. ALL. FUCKING. NIGHT. She knew I had to be up at 8am, and that I had a test this morning. She knew I was trying to sleep. And now, because of her, I didn’t get enough sleep, so I feel shitty, and I slept through my Birds class, and almost slept through my test - if it weren’t for Evan deciding he wanted to wake up early to do work, and setting his alarm for 9:50am, I would have missed my exam. And now I missed class, didn’t get sleep, and feel shitty, all because of HER. If it were my own fault, I wouldn’t be angry. But because I did everything I could, and was patient and considerate of her, and got inconsideration and SHIT in return, because of HER, I’m screwed over, I am LIVID. IT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR. I missed my birds class. I feel shitty due to not enough sleep. I NEEDED TO GET WORK DONE TODAY. TODAY IS MY FUCKING BUSIEST DAY OF THE WEEK. No “sooooo srry” is going to make up for this. I’m not really sure what to do, but I feel like slamming doors and screaming at her. I know that’s not what I should do, so I won’t, but I need to know how to deal with this and…UGH I’M SO FUCKING ANGRY.